Oct 27, 2018

The Dead Sea-still salty that it's so hard to actually swim in ;)

Lots of thoughts and events I’ve been thinking about sort of all culminated at the baptismal site of the Savior today. I’ll do my best to make some sort of sense but if this just ends up a giant word vomit plus some pictures, do forgive me!

First of all, last week in district conference and reiterated yesterday during sacrament meeting, our District President spoke about the importance of the Sacrament and how it really should be the pinnacle of our week, theee most important 5-10 minutes (maybe longer if your ward is bigger than our lil baby branch which is quite likely). 

I tried to reflect on that this week and make some changes. 

WHAT is my attitude towards the Sacrament? 

HOW am I showing the Lord on His day AS WELL AS throughout the week, that partaking of the bread and water, renewing my covenants, repenting of my sins and mistakes, recommitting my heart and life to Him, and reflecting on the Atonement of Jesus Christ are more important to me than anything else that might be going on in my life? 

One can’t reflect on the importance of the Sacrament without also turning to our baptismal covenants as that is the promise we are renewing. Moroni 4-5

“That they may witness unto Thee, O God, the Eternal Father that they are willing to take upon them the name of Thy Son, and always remember Him, and keep His commandments that they may always have His Spirit to be with them.” 

Do I ALWAYS remember Him, like I promise to?

Am I taking His name upon me weekly? Daily? Hourly? What does that look like?

Am I striving to keep ALL of His commandments, and trying to improve each week?

Am I prioritizing the companionship of His Spirit?

Also, it was super rainy/windy/stormy/flash floody here which has made the air soooo clear! Like breathing has never felt this good people! Driving around, everything was sooo clear and we could see Jericho, Jerusalem, and everything the light touches which is our kingdom! Ustez Kirk says he’s never seen it that clear before. The words from the primary song Baptism came to mind and seemed super appropriate considering the circumstances aaand where we were heading.

I like to look [o’re valleys] ;)
Whenever there is rain 
And ponder on the beauty 
Of an earth made clean again

I know when I am baptized
My wrongs are washed away
And I can be forgiven
And improve myself each day 

I want my life to be as clean
As earth right after rain
I want to be the best I can 
And live with God again 

Covenants bring clarity to our lives and renewing them can reset our perspective!

Jordan river happenings that I've been studying/chewing on: the Israelite crossing, and the baptism of Christ

First, the Israelite crossing. Josh 3:14-17
Elder Bednar said about the event, “Recall how the Israelites came to the river Jordan and were promised the waters would part, and they would be able to cross over on dry ground. Interestingly, the waters did not part as the children of Israel stood on the banks of the river waiting for something to happen; rather, the soles of their feet were wet before the water parted. The faith of the Israelites was manifested in the fact that they walked into the water before it parted. They walked into the river Jordan with a future-facing assurance of things hoped for” (“Seek Learning by Faith,” Ensign, Sept. 2007, 63)

Symbolic of Christ's Atonement activated in our lives as we exercise our faith in Him aaaand that His sacrifice makes possible our passage to our promised land.

Arc of the Covenant:
Kafara- (word for Atonement in Arabic) also word used for covering of the arc, mercy seat, “the covering of our sins,” seat of God. PRETTY STINKIN COOL

Second, the baptism of Christ Matt 3:13-17
(John baptizing beyond Jordan) in Bethabara بيت عبرة "bait abara" in Arabic, or "the place of crossing." Not sure if that's referring to John baptizing close to a crossing point which would make it easier for his disciples desiring baptism to get to him and in and out of the water, OR if the place was called Bethabara becaaaause of the miraculous river parting/crossing that we just talked about. 

I love this stuff!!
The site where Christ is traditionally believed to have been baptized. Definitely a special spirit there, wish pictures could portray that



 
 Lots of people getting baptized, Christian pilgrimage site
Aaaand, then we went to the Dead Sea and got to float around and swim in some fun lil pools and just wow what a day!



  Happy to have gotten in some sun today and some bible appreciation feels. God is good and Jordan is the bomb!

Oct 15, 2018

FAAALLLL BREEAAAKKK!!!!

What a week! General conference, midterms, and FALL BREAK! God is so good and He is truly at the head of His church! My heart is so full.

Also, congrats to my little brother and best friend Benny boo who turned 20 this week AND had his shoulder surgery. Everything went well in the operating room but recovery has been not the most pleasant experience for him (pain killers don't seem to have much affect on his body, poor guy) and we'd really appreciate it if you'd keep him in your prayers. He's sure a trooper and I love him tons!

This weekend was the bomb diggity! The institute we’re attending out here (Qasid) gave everyone a couple days off of school and so we left Friday morning for Petra, making a couple stops along the way (mosaics, castles, etc) and getting a load of biblical history the whole way. Yummy.

I have a whole ton of pictures aaaand since they’re, you know, worth a thousand words, I’ll let them do most of the explaining. Basic itinerary:

-Petra (treasury, monastery, happy explorations)

-Wadi Rum (desert “jeep” tour and CAMEL RIDE, sunset/sunrise goofing around, Bedouin dude ranch, star gazing which I don't have any pictures of of course, but we found Mars and lots of my happy constellation friends!)

-Aqaba (snorkeling in the Red Sea)

I honestly needed the break and “get out of the city” escapade so badly and am feeling quite refreshed and ready to hit the ground running these next couple months here in Amman. Time is going by so quickly! It’s insane. Also feel super fulfilled about getting to cross another thing off my bucket list: riding a camel through the desert. It was worth the wait, lemme tell ya.

Still just can’t believe I’m here in Jordan and am trying to just soak it all in!


"Little Petra"

Our tour guide cornered me into singing in the bottom of an old cistern outside of Little Petra. I don't necessarily love singing on the spot and it's never my best work but I do appreciate good acoustics!
Entering Petra
The treasury (most iconic part of Petra)
Made friends with a stray dog...nice change after all these filthy stray cats running around (don't worry Mom, I didn't touch it) ;)

 850 stairs later...(can't believe someone had to carve all them bad hombres)
The Monastery
Overlooking the valley, soooo pretty!

 I had a lot of fun taking pictures of Kasey and everyone else this weekend!



Jacob and Cher (power couple and seriously so much fun to be around, also they're adorable)
Never turned down so many donkey rides in my whole life

Two little Bedouin kids who came up to me and said, "bidik chingkum?" Finally figured out they were asking me if I had any "chewing gum" haha super cute and they shoved both pieces I gave them in their mouths and skipped off. Probably bum a lot of gum off tourists
 Can you see the camel and the dude in the stone??

Bird's eye ish Petra
 Kings Highway!
Desert jeep ride yo















My view for the hour ride into camp. No complaints here!




Our cute room inside our lil Bedouin cabinish "tent" thingy

desert sunset did not disappoint

 Got up early for the sunrise too (totally worth it, enjoy)

 Sunrise yoga lols




 Naaaaaaa spabenyaaaaaa baaba eeee shiii na baaaaa!

 Our super cute seatmate, he's a heart-breaker folks. We love us some king Julian
 Aqaba!!!
 Tried to take some underwater pics snorkeling, not the best but like we tried












Super salty, super sunny, and super windy (as you can see) and I was super happy
Aaaand that's all folks! Back to reality